F^ck it

Oh sh!t, I'm screwed,
I'm gonna die.
I can't keep on living,
Without you in my life.

I can't believe it,
You've changed so much.
You're so far up his @$$,
That you don't give a f^ck.

You say I'm immature,
I'm just like you used to be.
I can't help it if I'm hyper,
F^ck all that sh!t you said to me.

F^ck what you think of me,
You're not the person i once knew.
He has changed you so damn much,
Just look at what he's done to you.

But it's all good,
If you'd rather have him.
There he is, f^ck you,
I don't need you to be my friend.

You said you'd be here forever,
But forever doesn't last.
I can lock it all away,
And forget all about our past.

You think I'm the only one who changed,
We both did, but in different ways.
We grew apart, i felt it from the start,
Now here we are on different sides today.

Fighting like never before,
It's never been this bad.
I hate to see you slip away,
I admit it makes me sad.

But I've been through it before,
I'll be fine on my own.
I'll just block it all out,
And finish living alone.

Maybe I'll end it,
Maybe I'll stay,
It's not like you'd care
If I died anyway.

It's gonna be hard,
I hate to admit,
But because of you,
I feel like sh!t.

Of all that we've been through,
It makes me sick to see him pretend,
But I guess, to you, he must be worth,
Losing your best friend.

You made your choice,
I'm no longer a part,
Of that f^ck!ng chunk of ice,
That you call a heart.

Every song that comes on the radio,
Every place I've ever been,
Will always make me think of you,
But I'll hold on till the end.

No more sad good-byes,
No more long talks late at night,
No more hugs from you, i guess,
But f^ck it, I'll be all right

It really is the hardest thing,
I'll ever have to do.
But I guess that you stopped loving me,
So I'll stop loving you.

*~lol i was a little angry when i wrote this.. So... Yeah lol.. Anyways please rate and comment~*