I just have to deal

The anger is all bottled up inside,
from my emotions I can't hide.
I'm not the person I used to be,
I've been taken over by all the anger inside of me.
I'm now lonely and week,
an escape from this painful place is all I seek.
I'm buried underneath too many lies,
You have shattered my dreams,
and shut out my screams.
You tell people I'm insane,
but you're the one who caused the pain.
Im living in a broken place...is this what you sought,
...to know that for my life I have fought.
This pain is just too real,
but I don't want to die...so I guess for now I just have to deal.

By Elizabeth