The light led me astray

I’m still crying, but now I’m not so sure why
Bitter from the hurt I caused, I see it in your eyes
Falling for a glimmer in a world so full or tears
Afraid when I rose again you’d have disappeared

A little speck of mystery flew past my eyes
And I willingly followed it much to my surprise
It led me on to darkness, and blinded my path
A road wound on my misery, the light didn’t last

Then I was stuck in shadows that overcast my face
I wished to be in your arms, not crying in disgrace
You were my only savior, but I hurt you so much
I feared that I had lost you, we’d become out of touch

Had you gone and left me, like I threw you aside
My heart was bruised and broken, bleeding from inside
And if I was left without you, I hoped you’d be ok
You were not at fault, it was me who went astray

But you still stood by me, loved me all the while
I just hoped that someday I could return your smile
I can’t believe I played those stupid games with you
And fell for so many stories, each twisted and untrue

All the time you loved me, not for one second let me go
And please just remember I love you, I want you to know
A fell for a little joke, was sucked deep into a game
I thought someone else liked me, thought I felt the same

But now the skies are clearing, we both feel hurt and lost
I thought I would have some fun, but at what awful cost
Please don’t let me lose you, I love you with my heart
I want to put this behind us and make a fresh start

I need to hold you close again, let me dry your tears
Let me care for you my sweet, and wipe away your fears
I’ll be forever by you, but you don’t have to stay
I never meant to hurt you but the light led me astray

*I made some stupid mistakes, I wish I could apologize more, I’m so sorry, I love you with all my heart*