See you in hell

i luv ur poems
ur such a friend
thnx 4 lisinin 2 me when im in pain lolz
love xox fred xox

You'd be surprised at how hard I try to kill myself, I've tried swallowing poisen before. I've been pretty lucky. I held a gun to my head and pulled the trigger but I guess it's my girl up there watching over me keeping me here, there's something she wants me to do before she'll let me go...just to find what that is first. I can tell because suicide won't work ever since she's gone...

In my case I don't think I'll ever stop loving her, she was the best thing in my life, and her not here kills me more each day, a little hint, not all of my poems are fictional, actually few are.

She...she died.

Heh, actually, we can talk about her a little bit, but not into detail, and if you cant already tell i loved her :P