Well today i finally know i can not go on
like this with this family
i have got the rope around my neck
all i need is to jump from this room
i do not know if i can do it
but at this moment it is the only
thing that might make everyone happy
no more worrying about me
all i hope is that i can jump
this is all i want
just to be hung and get it over with
forget cutting
it does not help it makes you want to die
it used to help me
but now nothing will
i just wanted to say sorry
to everyone i have ever hurt
and do not worry I\'m gone now
and to Andy, remember i love you
and to my mother, i hate you you made me do this
just this is my final goodbye
