In My Mind

I am sitting staring at the floor
i cannot hear a sound
i am deep in thought
wondering why my world is going round

people come and people go
and everything can change
so sometimes my world feels
so very out of range

when i wake will i wake
to the same routine
or will i wake to a new world
of all changed things

i often wonder why these thoughts
just pop up in my head
because when they do
i often hope and wish that i was dead

i want adventure and excitement
but when does it go to far
im just scared because it takes a lifetime
to find out who you are