And my only answer is i just don't know anymore,
it seems that my life is being tore,
feeling as though i don't belong,
like everything i do is wrong,
just always giving up on everything,
like it just met nothing,
you see it's just not in place,
like everything is now a race,
my world is scrambled,
and I'm tangled up in it,
it's like nothing seems to fit,
i can't help people with their problems,
when i can't even fix my own,
it's something that isn't shown,
like I'm lost in a maze trying to find the end,
just so i can finally be happy all over again,
but I'm struggling,
reaching for something,
and at the same time I'm getting nothing,
in the middle of being heartbroken,
losing a friend, and not knowing what to do,
I've realized that i just can't do this anymore,
my whole life is just being tore,
the problem is that after all the months and after you tore my heart apart,
I'd just pick it up hand it to you and restart,
there is nothing for me to do,
but just cry over you,
and there is nothing that i can say,
to make my friend want to stay.
and there aren't any kind words,
that will help me through this,
for the old days are what i miss,
can't nobody bring them back,
there are somethings i lack,
and for now I'll just sit here confused,
for my world is being abused,
and people will ask me how i am,
and I'll replay with a simple I'm fine,
even though they can't see it,
on the inside I'm completely dying...
