I thought this feeling had gone
but it keeps coming back for more
suffocating me on the inside
its hard enough to breath as it is
confusion and illusions
it all seems so different
when you see it through a dark light
it all starts to disappear
maybe i can cry this out
the pain encased in each tear
or it will bleed out
and it will never come back to me
failure by design
thats all I can see
what can you say to make it all go away?
what do i hear to believe it will all leave me alone?
i saw red
when i looked at my wrists
the feeling was back and i knew what to do
it will pass in a moment or two
my favorite weapon against myself
to sharp blades and a short amount of pain
i thought it had gone but it always returns
with greater pain than before
make it go make it disappear
i cry out loud
please someone help me
