I don't understand why i feel this way
apart of me is happy then sad and mad and all these emotions
i cant handle all at once.
i have a boyfriend and hes OK
i waited on you for so long.
and now you and her and me and him
it doesn't seem to fit the puzzle.
maybe I'm suppose to feel this way
or maybe I'm not suppose to.
I'm happy for them i am
but at the same time i just want
to sit down and scream and cry and have someone understand why i feel this why how i feel this way.
I'm happy with my boyfriend but sometimes its like hes not good enough.
because I'm comparing those two guys i care so much abut together and i know i cant do that
because well its not right.
so i wish i knew what these emotions were and why i have them but i don't and i guess in time i'll ill figure it out but right now i guess it just has to be this way.
why do i feel this overwhelming feeling of sadness all over again
