Mistakes

Mistakes are made by all,
Teaching all to get up when they fall,
Mistakes are made by you and me,
Sometimes we make mistakes yet don't see,

I made a mistake yet didn't know,
Until that day you told me so,
I crossed my heart and hoped to die,
I was scared you'd say a final goodbye,

You've made mistakes in the past,
Hurt me bad yet still we last,
Your eyes filled to the brim with tears,
Somehow I think I'm one of your fears,

I want to apologise to the one I love,
The only one I'm thinking of,
You said it's OK and things are fine,
But I want you to know what's in my mind,

We were alone it's true,
But all day long I thought of you,
We're only friends, nothing more,
Nothing happened, it's you I adore,

Going to the movies was the plan,
I thought there would be more than just that man,
Things changed, I was poor,
So he walked his way to my door,

I let him in and we talked all day,
But there was nothing between us in any way,
I thought I'd told you he was coming around,
I didn't mean to "hide" it or bring you down,

They say I'm a hypocrite, but it's not the same,
I thought I was open, I'm not playing a game,
I'll never do it again, I don't want you hurt,
I want you to know that I have learned,

They can think what they like about me,
Speak behind my back rudely,
It's your opinion that counts,
YOU are the one I care most about,

You've understood it wasn't what it seemed,
I didn't know he "fancied" me,
If I had known I would have canceled it all,
Spent the day alone, and given you a call,

People judge when they don't know the truth,
They could have spoken to me, since their lips are so loose,
I will speak to them about their words,
Let them know what I have heard,

My "friends" they say yet they make me out to be mean,
They know nothing, they haven't seen,
At least I know who to trust and who to not,
Even though I care about them a lot,

We shall see what comes to pass,
Through whatever, I know we'll last,
I'm sorry it seemed as though I betrayed you,
I hope you know I'll always be true,

YOU are the one I love, the one I kiss,
YOU are the man that brings me such bliss,
YOU make me feel happier than ever before,
YOU pick me up when I fall on the floor,

I miss you so much when we are apart,
I know no matter what we're together in heart,
I dream of you, each and every night,
I will never give up on us...I'll fight,

Thank you for understanding me,
Thank you for trusting in me,
Thank you for your support and you love,
Thank you for being the man I dreamed of.

" I love my boyfriend. Many people won't believe me... but I spent a day alone at my house with a guy friend only I thought my boyfriend knew and was OK with it. He mentioned to me that I hadn't told him and I felt like rubbish because I didn't know he was unhappy with it. I was unhappy about him having a girl mate round his house a while back when she fancied him and he stopped it happening... If I had known he was unhappy about this friend round my house I wouldn't have let it happen and I didn't know this guy supposedly fancied me. I love my boyfriend and only him. Certain friends call me a hypocrite for letting a guy that fancied me round my house alone... when I was upset about the girl wanting to go to Jakes. They don't know the full story and they still brand me a hypocrite. I want to tell them but I don't want to start an argument... they really hurt me with what they said to my boyfriend and although I know to them it seems bad... I wish they would be a friend to me and confront me about it first to find out the whole story. :( "