i run through my head,
what words can't express,
admit to myself,
there's no fighting left.
A smash of a plate,
an echoing scream,
words of hate,
and you being mean.
Fall deep in my breath,
drowning in tears,
i muffle my cries,
and cover my ears.
I close my eyes,
block out the view,
don't want to see,
him hitting you.
i want to run,
pull him off,
I've wasted away,
the strength I've got.
And when all this,
has gone away,
i stay in sorrow,
and cut away.