by Just Sierra
Hey Jami...i'm alright....a little emotionally shattered lately, but Nick is helping me gain strength....Oh god, I love that guy! You're so lucky to have him so close to you! I nearly gave up hope, nearly wanted to die, nearly acted on the thoughts in my poem Last Night, but I couldn't do it, because honestly, I was thinking of him. I'm afraid though....I don't want to fall in love again, and I hope I won't because he's my best friend...I can't because of you, I can't. There's too much going on....I can't destroy myself than I already have.... |