Observing the Truth

Looking through myself
I look at all the mourn
If I were meant to live a life like this
Why was I ever born?

As I cry myself to sleep
As I take it all in
All I can think about
Is all the terrible sin

Why couldn't I be perfect
Like all the other girls
Why was I always the odd one out
Never plastered on the murals

I wish I could just go away
Then no one would see my fears
And I could possibly be happy
With no more crying tears

I need to get out
I need to be clear
cause when I'm not
My life I cannot steer

I swerved off the road today
On my way to hell
I can't pull myself back on again
I guess all will be well

No one would really miss me
I wasn't really here
So with my last escape out
My memories I will seal

Deep within my body
Locked up so only I will keep
And in the ground I'll finally rest
I will no longer weep