By The Time You Read This

In Silence
I Sit All Alone
In Wonder
Of The Perfect Home

But I can't escape
The Hate
I can't escape
My Fate

It hurts now
Why can't I go Back in Time?
It stings now
Where is the rewind?

I Know now
I Chose the wrong direction
How I Know now
I Can't master perfection

Why did I do this?
No one made me
How can I do this?
All I wanted was to be

I need to let them know
Maybe they will feel a Bit better
It's not their fault
So I left this letter

Written on it was
This was not your cause
It Said
I love you, I just want to be free
It Read
By the time you read this...

I'll be dead