I feel so...so lost...
Like nothings the same...
I look back on how...
How things used to be...
Once upon a December...
I was struggling to get
Everything done...I...
Just had to much to do...
I so wanted to get...
Get away from it all...
Bu now i so want it...
I want to be busy...
I want tons of calls...
With all my friends...
Complaining cause...
There life just is not
Going the way they
Wanted it to...
I want them to call...
I feel so...useless...
Like I'm not needed
For anything...
Like no one trusts
Me the way they
Once did...
I remember when...
they trusted me
more than themselves
when i was the only one
they could talk to...
Once upon a December...
That time is gone now...
They don't trust me...
They have found someone
Else to replace me...
An now i have been
Thrown out...Forgotten...
AHHHHHHHHHHH.....curse writers block.....if u come up with something to add let me know.....an if no one helps i might finish it in due time.......laters.......
