Numb

I can never feel happy
i only feel the pain
the pain that haunts me
till my tears fall down my face

you try to relate
try to figure me out
but quit wasting your time
cuz i am already broken

my life is hell
and no one can understand
everyone is different
no problem is the same

i know your my friend
but as a friend
you must know when to back off

let me be
i need to figure this out
on my owner

i've been alone all my life
so a little while longer cant hurt
i am already in pain
and i have been for a long time
you just never knew

i am saying this
to be honest
i know your shocked

my fake smiles hid the pain
no one saw it
so don't feel bad

now i must go
i mush cry some more
and hide it
like always