I'm lost...falling apart...
Nothings going right...
With tears streaming
Down my face...
I stare at that knife...
An try to find another way...
Bu i cant...I just cant!
I grab a peace of paper...
Hope it's not to late...
As the paper slowly
Becomes stained with
My dark red blood...
I write my god beys...
Telling them that it's
Not their fault...
They had no influence
on my suicide...
Tell them that i loved
Them all...till the end...
As i drifted slowly away...
They came running in...
Screaming...crying...
It was like they were...
They were...dying too...
I begged for forgiveness...
I begged for the goddess
To give me back my life...
But i had made my decision...
An i couldn't turn back...
