Emotion's Torture

You say that you love me,
But you never understand,
Your words cut my mind,
Like this knife which is gliding across my wrist,
It bleeds, like my soul,
From the damage you've done,
Why you have to hurt me,
I just don't understand,
What I did to deserve this,
Why my heart has to break this way.
I love you,
You know I do,
So why are these emotions now killing me?
I thought we would make it forever,
I thought our love was stronger than this,
But now I just feel,
Like I am a burden,
To you, and your heart.
I think I am losing you,
But now it doesn't hurt so bad,
Because I am completly numb,
I didn't want to lose you,
So I killed myself instead,
I didn't want to burden you,
So I set your heart free
I close my eyes.
My body cries tears of a crimson shade,
But I can't feel the stinging anymore,
I am sorry it had to end like this, But I was just a weak soul,
With no mind nor life,
I am so sorry,
I still love you baby,
The end of emotion's torture.