Why love you

Some say that my time will come
But I am here to prove them wrong!
So many years of life,
And love is not in sight!

Is it so hard to return this gift?
This painful gift of love?
Is the pain not worth your time?
Am I not worth your love?

Now I think, is it worth it?
To be stabbed in the heart a million times
And be told that you are hurt!?
What about me?

Have you ever thought about that?
How I feel shitty too!
Pain is the bases of love
But I guess pain can only happen to you!

The crappy part about it is I can't get over you!
Why do you always make me happy?
Reminding me that I can't have you?
Why do you cloud my mind!?

The worst part about it is your taken
And it sucks that I put this shit on you!
And for that I'm sorry!
But, it doesn't change how I feel.

I hate how you led me on!
How you made me belive something could happen!
Just to let me down.
Who is hurting now!?

I guess it's true,
Love leads to pain
And pain leads to hate.
So like you said "why love?"

Why love you?