I Cant Leave Behind

This year for me has been so hard
I needed help and caught you off guard

You barely knew me but you still were there for me
I never thought a stranger could understand me so perfectly

From self mutilation to a rude family to bad relations to drugs
You gave me straight answer, never shrugs

I never had a mother in my life or someone older to talk to
Until the day that i came and talked to you

I don't think you'll ever understand how much your time means to me
I guess it'll be something you won't ever see

But now I'm stuck and i don't know what to do
Now my problem, though, revolves around you

I care about you as if you were my own mother
I can turn and mean it when i tell someone I Love Her

I don't mean in a sexual way, i mean sensitive
I guess i was wrong, i really must have been

I know i was just someone who you helped out
I know you don't remember me, I'll never have a doubt

I just need to say that i can't get you out of my mind
Your help and caring is something that i CANT leave behind