I was turned away
rejected
they wouldn't take me in
left me in the cold
now i lay here dying
frozen to the bone
if only someone would have cared
had the heart to take me in
i look at the sky and wonder why
why it had to be me
but i know it doesn't matter anymore
no one cared about me
i arrive at the golden gates
dressed in a pure white gown
a shining light comes at me
welcoming arms to hold me close
i wake and find myself in the streets
rain pouring down
lying in his arms
his tears drooping on my face
he whispers i love you
and gently kisses me
and with my last breath
i whisper I'll miss you
and in a whiff of smoke,
darkness fell upon us
this poem was written when i was in a depressed state of my life. my brothers best friend had just died from falling out or the back of a truck, and it felt like i had lost everything, and it hurt me to see my brother so depressed and down, and the boyfriend i had at the time made me feel like he didn't care about me, so i wrote this about my feelings, about how i felt turned away from everyone, but in the end i knew that my family and my closest friends were there for me. just remember that you're never alone :)
