Unraveled

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LOVE,
what a funny thing.
no matter how hard you try,
your life always comes out screwed up.
no matter what you do,
no one can understand.
no matter what you say,
it always gets misinterpreted in the end.

HATE,
what a wonderful thing.
hatred cradles you,
holds you so tight it seems it will never let you go.
it never gives up on you.
no matter how hard you try it doesn't matter.
no matter what you do,
everything stays the same.
no matter what you say,
your left with silence in the end.

SORROW,
what a fickle thing.
it seems to come with no warning,
with no sign of pity on its expressionless face.
sorrow doesn't care.
trying as hard as you can,
you cant get rid of it.
no matter what you do,
its always right there.
no matter what you say,
it all comes out as tears in the end.

ANTICIPATION,
what a horrendous thing,
it makes you think,
it makes you wait,
it feels like forever.
but no matter how hard you try,
the anticipation of wanting real love is always there.
and no matter what you do,
the NEED for real love is there.
no matter what you say,
it all becomes meaningless in the end.

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anticipation takes you for a motionless roller coaster ride, one which i love, one which i loathe.

sorrow becomes my best friend, always there to show me the escape i need not to feel.

hatred cradles the most fragile parts of of my being, taking care not to let them show, not to let them go.

but most of all... love...
love is my worst enemy. it sets you up for failure at the very start without you even knowing it, and leaves you with hatred, sorrow, and anticipation.
*~love has unraveled my life, torn it apart into little tiny pieces and blew them away. most of all love is bitterly sweet and tenderly sour, and leaves you with nothing in the end*~