Decisions...

I loved you with all my heart
And I know that you love me
But lately you've ignored me
And my eyes just seem to bleed

I cared for you my whole life
You were my Glowing Angel
But now my world has turn around
And now you are the devil

I looked deep in your eyes
And saw a sense of Hope
But now your a lying Bastard
'Cause you choked me with a rope

Yet I still seem to love you
And have the nerve to keep you
I know that our relationship will never grow
Nor will it ever bloom

In my heart I burn in hell
And Cry as I load the Gun
I pull the trigger toward my head
and that was My decision...