Dear mum,and dear dad too,look what I've become,because of him and you.i used to be,the happiest kid,now you came along,and see what you did?.You took away my hope,and shattered my dream,shouted at me,and made me scream.i hope to move on,into this light,get out of this house,and live this life,but with this memory,of my past life,i don't want to be driven,and leave a knife.
Now i know you did your best,and brought me up,but i didn't ask to be,this messed up.Some nights i can't sleep,and dream to let go,but it's hard for me to say,and just let you know,that your little girl,is crying alone,wishing she could run,away from her home.
I just couldn't break your heart,and take my life,i want to carry on,live and fight,and after all ,I've got to do whats right.
If i have to,I'll get on my knees,and to your face,I'll beg and plead,take me away,from this hell,so you can both see me,happy and well ,and when you see, the smile on my face,i know you love me,I'm not your disgrace.
Why won't you tell me,when you look in my eyes,theres a thing about me,that you despise,but i don't get it,what have i done wrong?,is there something I've been doing,for this long?.
So no matter what,and no matter how,you both can't tell me,not even now,you must have a reason,to scream and shout,if that's not the case,then what's it all about.If you're mad at me,just tell me why,sure I'll bleed, of course I'll cry,Cu's i can't live,and i can't breathe,without thinking,that i should leave.And i can't face you every day,without this pain that hides away,and i just can't hold in these tears,that will continue through these years,as long as I'm living,as long as I'm here,you'll always be there,I'll always be near,and still i won't know,why you're like this to me,so please tell me now,and set my mind free.
