Mixed Emotions

So we like each other, so what's the problem?
Am I not pretty enough?
Am I not skinny enough?
Am I not smart enough?
Am I not witty enough?
Tell me what it is, because I don't understand.
The first thing I wake up to is your face on my mind.
The last thing I go to be to is your face on my mind.
I just can't seem to get you off my mind.
What is it about you that I love and adore so much that I can't seem to get you off my mind?
I know it’s not infatuation, because I got past that stage a long time ago.
I know it's not the little exciting butterflies that I get in my stomach when I see you.
I know it’s not the hot flashes I get when there an intimate moment between us.
I'm not sure what its is, but all I know is that your the one guy who I know I would say I love you to in the future.
Can’t you see that I'm head over heals for you?
Can you not tell by the way I always want to spend time with you?
Can you not tell by the way I look into your eyes?
Can you not tell by the way I tell you how special you are to me?
Can you not tell by the way I talk so highly of you to others?
I'm so frustrated right now, that I don't know what to do.
I don't know whether I want to yell and scream at you or if I just want to be with you.
My emotions are going a million miles an hour and I wish they would stop.
My emotions have never been this screwed up.
I pray and ask God that He would just take away these feelings that I have for you if we are never going to be together.
I just can't bear to always be thinking about you, and hoping that something good will come out of our friendship.
I'm not saying that I don't love our friendship because I absolutely do.
I just think with us just being friends, that I will always have something more for you.
So now I'll go on just pretending that I'm fine with us just being friends, even though deep down I know I could love you now till the end.