Roller coaster

Is this a test?. test of my love?. its such a roller coaster ride. this thing i feel. like a drug it brings up so high and then down so low. this thing called love. this pain i feel when i go to bed alone every night with out your touch. i would do anything to hold you be my side. to take away all your pain. make it all go away. i know i cant fix it. yet that hurts so much. that i cant fix it for you. i wanna take away all those doubts. i wanna take away all those thoughts that I'm to good for you. that someone like me could never really love you. i wanna replace em with. he loves me so much and I'm glad. it doesn't bother me he loves me so much. i know he does. i wanna replace em with I'm a beautifully, amazing, woman and he deserves me. because sometimes i feel like i don't deserve her. but shes still my girl.