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by Monica Jul 23, 2005 category : Love, romance / desired love
I lye on my bed, confused. Thinking about what people say about you. I don't feel like being abused. You're a very nice guy single. What if we became a couple? What will you do to me if I just happened to mingle? I want there to be an "us", But you're like a basketball, you bounce from gurl to gurl. I always fin out, and then we make a huge fuss. Don't take me as a fool. I wont stay around very much longer than. I'm not your little sex tool. I was in love with another guy before. I want to be happy like that with you, But I'm scared I might end up dead on the floor. I'm spinning with what to do in my mind. I'm too scared for comfort. I'm terrified if I say "yes" of what I might find...