I feel so lonely,
Nobody here to talk too,
I have nobody,
I feel like I never fit in,
I have nobody,
I've tried to be the friend that everybody wants,
I try to be pretty,
Yet I'm not,
All the other girls are so beautiful,
They have boyfriends,
Yet I'm not beautiful and I'm truly alone,
I try and act myself,
Yet that doesn't impress any one,
I'm never respect,
I've always been lonely,
Am I truly alone?,
Maybe I am,
Maybe I should just lock myself in my room and never come out,
I've never had a friend to talk too,
When I think about it,
I think every body I know,
Truly don't like me,
Am I that bad?
Is it my looks?,
I starve myself to look pretty,
I don't know what I should do,
My own family thinks I'm crazy,
I thought family was suppose to be by my side no matter what goes on,
Well I guess I am truly alone,
When I talk to my sister about how I feel about a guy,
The first thing she ask,
"Did you have sex?"
Does she think I'm a wh_r_?
I thought she was going to give me some advise,
I guess not,
So I know I'm a teen,
But all I want is to be treated right,
I want to feel loved,
I want people to respect me,
Is that so hard to ask?
It's like I'm invisible,
Nobody never listens to me,
Maybe people are right,
I'm not so important,
I'm just a messed up teen,
I mean I cry every night cause what people say about me,
Like my moms boyfriend,
He tells her I'm a wh_r_e and I need to die,
When I heard that I just went in my room and take my only friend,
My blade,
I take the blade and drag it across my wrist,
As I sit there and watch my blood drop,
Maybe I am useless,
Maybe I am a stupid wh_r_e,
I'm never comfort when I need it,
I try and talk to my mother,
Yet she tells me shes busy and doesn't have time for me,
I call my dad to talk to him,
He tells me I'm stupid and need to grow up,
Hello, I need to talk to some one,
I mean is it that heard to give me advice,
I thought I was your child and you'll do anything for me,
Hey, I guess I'm wrong,
Like I said I'm truly alone,
Nobody here to comfort me,
I guess I should just lock myself in my room and never come out so you all don't have to worry,
I'm truly alone and I'm going to be alone for my whole life.
