Rumours

I often cry myself to sleep,
Because the feeling of loneliness is extremely strong.
Some-thing inside me is biting at me,
And I know that some-thing between us is obviously wrong.
I can't quite put my finger on it,
Yet still I knew it was there.
My home girls mentioned seeing you with girls and my cousin claimed you made a pass,
But I couldn't confront you cause the pain I just couldn't bear.
Often I daydream about you,
And a heartwarming smile alight my face.
Then I picture my life without you,
But your position it seems can't be replaced.
Not having you around is not entirely easy,
But it has been easier to succumb.
For others have also made me smile,
And when I holla I can count on them to come.
You have been worthy when I'm around,
But when I'M not do you yield to the temptation.
Do I brush off or believe the word on the street,
Or should I just pursue with a confrontation.
Pride might be clouding my judgment,
Or the fear of loosing you.
Does my hear care so much,
That I don't care if the rumors are true.