My self destruction

by No1ButMe   Jul 23, 2005


I've got news for you
you're the one that left me with a broken heart
so you can't save me
and you can't keep me from falling apart
because my self destruction
that's all your fault
now I keep my heart hidden
down deep locked in a vault
although it's broken into tiny pieces
so many you can't put them back together
you did this to me
now I'll be depressed forever
so many cuts made
to forget your face
I'll once again take out my escape
and go to my dark place
why did you do this to me
alls I wanted was to be with you
how could you ask me to forgive
when alls you gave me were open wounds
your words and actions would cut me so deep
and never will they fade
giving me more reasons to give up
and more reasons to take out my blade
you said I did this to myself
that I drove myself crazy
you always told me we'd always be together
but I guess to you it was only temporary
maybe I am crazy
I know I was crazy about you
and I still held onto that
after everything we went through
are you happy now that I'm miserable
the fight I've lost again tonight
you are the one that did this to me
so you can't say what I do isn't right
I had myself convinced
that you would never leave
I should have never gave in
I shouldn't have been so naive
your betrayal I will never forget
although I'm trying hard
I'm trying my best, but it's not enough
to heal all that was scarred
I wake up every morning disappointed
because I find myself still breathing
you look like your happy that I'm still alive
but looks can be deceiving
my tears may not come from my eyes
but instead they come from my arm
it's not like you really care
that because of you I've turned back to self-harm
you're the one that broke me into a million pieces
now I'm completely dead inside
each nit loosing the fight
having results that I have to hide
so know that my self destruction
was all caused by you
the depression, self-harm, and misery
that's from everything you put me through...

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