Goodbye My Friend..

What did I do wrong
I just don't understand
How can she be happy
When I feel so alone

She's fine when it's just us
But when he comes, it's different
She's a different person
It's like she hates me

I walk around with them
But I just get ignored
Like there's a void between us
Is this how it's going to be

I don't know why
I feel so much pain
I have other friends
But she was the best

My friendship is slowly drowning
Choking on the pain
I feel like I want to cry
But I can't

Because I know something
I'm putting my faith in this
If she's really my friend
Then she'll realize

That I'm not trying to make her mad
I'm just worried
I don't want her to be hurt
Like I was

I know all about him
He's nothing but a scheme
A devil in disguise
Spending every moment, ruining my friendship

I feel as if a part of me is dying
Slowly sinking in the pain
I think I'm losing my best friend
All because of him

Why can't she see the hurt
The cry deep within
If we were truly friends
Wouldn't she see this

Oh help me Lord
I fear I may lose my best friend
If only she saw my hurt
Maybe she'd understand

Why can't she see
The sadness slowly seeping out
Are we truly friends
Or is it all a dream

I can take it no longer
I need to tell her how I feel
But my fear of rejection
Is keeping me back

She wants to know why I despise him
I say it's something I wont tell
But the truth is I'd despise anyone
Who took my best riend away from me

I am now crying
Choking back the tears
My mind says tell her
But my heart says no

The sadness is overwhelming
I don't know what to do
Do I let him take her
Or do I let my feelings go

As I'm thinking this over
I understand what to do
I must let her choose
What way she wants to go

If she's really my friend
She will completely understand
She won shun me
For telling her this

As you read this my dear friend
I hope you see it from my point of view
I'm not trying t hurt you
But I have to tell you something

Our friendship is dying
And you don't seem to care
Every DA I miss you
A little more and more

How can this happen
When we were such good friends
Are we just going to end it all here
Say our goodbyes and be on our way

I'm sorry my friend if I have hurt you
Although I don't see how I could
My emotions are mixed
And I don't know where to go from here

So with this in mind
I give you my best wishes
Hope to see you later
With a happier life

I'm leaving this with you
I hope that you'll understand someday
I love you dear friend
But I have to be on my way

Friendships aren't suppose to end this way
But I'm afraid ours did
I'll always remember you
Goodbye my dear friend

(This poem is dedicated to Kyley)