Is it worth it?

Is it worth it?
To leave the ones that love you most

to leave this world without saying adios
Is it worth it to put that gun to your head
because of what someone did or said?
Is it worth it to pop those pills
because you're not living the good life in Beverly Hills?
Is it worth it to cut your wrists
Just because you don't think you exist
Is it worth it to go out everynight and get wasted and drunk?
because your life sunk?
Is it worth it to see our tears in the after life
Because you wanted to feel the pain from that knife
you are the only one who can make your life what it is
so here's my question
"is it worth it"