The Pain Of My Curse

by RapMastaT   Jul 23, 2005


Maybe it wasn't right,
Maybe I wasn't good enough,
Maybe I'll just write it down,
Because I can't fight,
And you treated me rough,
You expected me to understand,
And I can now,
But you made the pain,
Carried on my curse,
And went out of sight,
Smile turned to frown,
But that I can't allow,
You brought my life into frame,
And you caused rain,
And made my heart feel worse,
That wasn't right,
Not to my face,
Made it easy for yourself,
And I wonder how,
I turned to mame,
My cuts releasing the pain,
My feelings empty,
You set the pace,
And now,
Whenever I hear your name,
There is no longer anything to gain,
I cut the lace,
And burn it in the flame,
Where I had lain,
No more will I be confident,
Not any more,
Because that was stolen,
Yet again,
With the hateful hint,
Of new fears,
I open the next door,
With no sight,
Of the hurt beginning to wane,
Follow the trail of tears,
Maybe it wasn't right,
Maybe I wasn't good enough...

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  • 17 years ago

    by Freakie_D

    Hey kid, haven't talked to you in awhile. This is a greta poem. You are good enough. Well to make a really long story short-> i tried to kill myself, and finally got out of a psychiatric ward. wooo. so i get to spread the cheer. Look up, k?
    Luv, Rhys

  • 19 years ago

    by Flea

    You weren't good enough u say
    well u say maybe u weren't
    dude there is nothing or no one
    not good enough for anyone or anything else in this world
    everyone and everything is/should be on equal playing field...dont look at ur self as not good enough...look at it as not fitting like..the wrong puzzle piece...
    but never quality of urself
    ...btw loved poem
    Keep Scribblin

  • 19 years ago

    by Lost2Life

    hey hun, your good enough, any chick who doesn't see it is VERY BLIND! i hope your okay tho! and thanks, if you ever need me ya know where i'm at! i loved this poem, but i love all of your poems so what can i say? lol good job babes keep it up and hold your head up high, i luv ya!
    Rhys

  • 19 years ago

    by yup

    Beautiful poem hun. Man I am so emo at the moment. Thanks for last night aye, I just needed someone. Anyways excellent effort as per usual and things will look up they just take a little time.

    All my love
    Kel

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