Nights of Pain

As I cry each and every night, Stare into a open sky. These tears still fall threw out it all. The sky turn dark just like my heart.. The moons shining bright..All feels right.. As I lay my head down on this pillow of hate I hope to wake to another day. I cry myself to sleep as my pillow feels damp, Each tear letting out more pain. As I start to drift off into another day I lay there wondering "Will this be my last day?". I cant always do things the way they want..Thats no reason to hate and taunt. But still they do for reason I cant even tell you. I sleep threw another cold night, awaiting me is another fight. Will this battle ever end? Will I ever sleep soundly again? How can I be here all alone, Inside these walls I cry alone.. All I see out my window of pain is hate and scars every other day.. As my pain grows more All I want is to shut the door.. The door to this life which will be greater inside. My pain gets locked away, My tears soon die.. As I fall deeper into a world I cant explain. When the moon goes away I'll be happy for at least 1 more day.