This is to much.
Someone keeps on lying.
I can't sort through the bunch.
So I just keep on crying.
I can't tell who's telling me what.
Normally I would still try.
But...
I don't want to cry.
I think about your drawings.
Not one of them says--Trust--
Most have wings.
But none of them meet my must.
You've never been hurt,
Until you've been lied to.
What never went off was my alert.
I never thought I'd be lied to by you.
I won't listen to anyone
While my heart is torn apart.
I have no where else to run.
I don't know who played what part.
I almost saved you.
Almost filled void in your life.
You almost helped me to.
To put down the knife.
I almost did a lot,
Does that count?
Your lies, I almost bought.
But everyone knows, almost doesn't count.
I don't know who's wrong and who's right.
I don't know what's the truth and what's a lie.
I'm giving up on this fight.
Forgive me Shane- Good-bye.
*I have to give up on Shane, and plz believe me its not something i want to do but I have to... just an update for those who have been reading! this is the last time i will write to Shane.
