A day has passed, yet I'm still amazed
Why have I thought of it so much all day?
I don't feel the same, I don't think I ever will,
Yet I continue to think of it still,
I'm not considering letting my guy go,
I can't, I won't, no no NO,
But it just makes me wonder, so many thoughts,
You can't love me, that's what I've been taught,
From your lips to my ears,
Saying things I wish I couldn't hear,
You've gone against all you've told me in the past,
You said you'd lied to me, but opened up at last,
I wish I never knew,
Wish I opened up my ears and away it flew,
I don't mean to sound like it's wrong,
But I just found where I belong,
Then you come, after so much time,
Telling me you want to be mine,
Why did I ask? I didn't need to know,
I could have been happy just to go with the flow,
You said things that messed with my mind,
Made me doubt I had the greatest guy I could find,
Made me think YOU loved me more,
Made me consider walking out the door,
But I won't run, I won't walk,
I'll stay and I'll talk,
I've told him all that happened that day,
The truth and nothing less, is my way,
I do love you, you know I do,
But I love you like a sister would do,
I trust you and care for you all I can,
But I can't say you'll ever be my man,
That day I said things I now realise weren't right,
I see that now in hindsight,
I don't love you more than a friend less than a crush,
But I do love you very much,
Although I've had feelings for you in the past,
If we gave it a go I know it wouldn't last,
We're better as friends, of this I'm sure,
Nothing less and nothing more,
Now I still see you as a friend like no other,
I love you as much as I'd love a brother,
It's hard to explain, but I know how I feel,
And HE knows it's no big deal,
He has nothing to fear,
As long as he's mine I'll always be here,
And you and me will always be friends,
Forever and always till the very end,
Right now I feel like I have a cold heart,
Not feeling the way you say you do on your part,
I'm so sorry I can't help how I feel,
My love for my boyfriend is serious and real,
I'll always love you, but not in the same way,
And I promise you now, I won't ever stray,
You'll fall for another like you fell for that girl,
And forget about me, and she'll be your world.
"I've run so many things through my head about this person... But in the end it always came out the same. I'm in love with my boyfriend... nothing can change that and I never want it to. I've told my boyfriend how this guy feels and how I responded. I think my response to a question I was asked was wrong and led the guy to believe he might have a chance and I wish I could bring it up and tell him what I had said was from shock and I didn't mean it as it came out. But I don't want to bring it up. But I know he'll fall out of "love" soon...and fall in love with another girl. I just hope she treats him well like he deserves."
