Every night when the whole world is sleeping
i lie awake staring at the stars
and then i start conceiving
how i am all drowning in confusion
when life becomes a puzzle
which is so hard to be assembled
a lot of pieces are missing
and all the ways to solve it is just an illusion
when all you can see is just a black emptiness
and all u feel are hopeless, restless, and powerless
then you cant find a place to go
and you are lost in your irresolution
when your mind is just so blocked
and all of your tears are dropped
you cant sleep...you cant stand
and in your mind u feel the diffusion
when cutting so deep doesn't affect
and losing all of your blue blood doesn't matter
when u don't care about anything around you
and in your own world you live in isolation
when the arrow is already shot
to get you exactly in the middle of your heart
and when a secret hand extend to stab you at the back
you know that you are so paralyzed because you cant make a motion
when thew sun disappear behind the horizon
and the night seems like it will never end
when you miss the moon and when there are no starts to beam
clouds turn black and wind rages to stop your imagination
your shadow starts to fade away in the timeless darkness
dogs start to prick their canines in your flesh
but you don't care because you cant feel anymore
while you are suffering in your endless excruciation
when you still can breath but you are dead
and when you suffer from a convulsion in your legs
you feel like something is marching toward your chest
you feel your soul is being extracted to its predestination
when you can move your limbs
and your skin starts to sweat
you are hot but you feel so cold
then you know that your life is going to its termination
then your skin starts to turn so blue
and your eyes just staring up waiting
your heart still have its last wish
a sweet kiss from the one you love
you know that its so curative and a really sweet recreation
but that wish never comes true
before your eyes are being closed
you know hows life so ironic
so you just let your soul fly
as you8 sleep...forever
