I Miss You..::..My Escape

I miss you
i remember the dark nights
sitting on the bathroom floor
slitting my wrists
why have you gone???

you were the only one that kept me alive
yet you left me
i guess you didn't deserve me
the search lights found me
way down down

all the way at the bottom
i miss you
so much my tears have rusted
i was taken away
my own blood staining my own flesh

i miss you
i still remember my mocking voices
throwing me outside in the rain
my sanity holding on
by the thinest string of silk

i ran so far into the night
i miss you
I'm lost and it's all your fault
the dirt on my feet mixes with the blood

I'm tangled in my sheets
a nightmare arising from the blackness
it's red eyes glinting mysteriously
seeking for my soul

i miss you
but it's better of this way
I'm stuck in the back of my head
huddled in a tight ball
trying to make the cold go away

I'm trapped stuck locked out
from the world I've tried to make my living in
how did i get this way???
i miss you

my face echoes the scream I've uttered
my eyes showing the pain within
never again will i let myself out
running away from my dreams

i miss you
yell my sorrows to the moon
but he doesn't want them
freezing tiles beneath my body
blank walls to my left
blank walls to my right

this bland room
my only escape
you used to be there
my only escape
but somehow I've lost you...

**i dont even know what this is about it just was kinda stuck in my head so i decided to let it come alive...**