Just broken

Though days are passing slowly
the time is flying by..
I'm sorting out my heartache
or at least giving it a try..

We knew this wouldn't be easy
but we promised we'd make it real
and its feeling to me like you
just decided not to feel..

It was you that kept me going
the smile i saw in my head
my reason for giving all i had
for forgetting the past that i dread

I never gave up the secrets
I never told a soul
I locked them here forever
Where I'm still in control

I thought you had said you loved me
and i thought the words were true
I cant imagine you didn't know
i meant them when i said them to you..

Maybe the distance is too much
maybe you have someone there
maybe i wished on the wrong star
or just maybe you never did care

I wish i could say that i hate you
I wish those words could be true
I wish you could be in my head
cuz you'd know how much it hurts to lose you

Maybe I'm just not important
maybe I'm not good enough
Maybe shes all that you've wanted
maybe I'm not good at this stuff

Lets just forget all the memories
and lets just forget all the tears
Lets just move on and forget that
you've been my everything for years...