My tears

Standing as tall as I can
I have to stay strong
Through all the yelling and screaming

I force back my tears
As u sit next to me
Telling me it will all b ok

You say you’re sorry
And that u love me
Why are you the only one?

The one thing I really want
I have to wait 9 months to have
All I want is for her to hold me tight

Whenever I was with her
She would make everything all right
She told me once I was her hero

I was her baby girl
I miss her so much
I cant wait for the when day I wake up
And shes holding me tightly in her arms

Sometimes I wonder y I hurt inside
Maybe its because I don’t cry
All I do is try to hide

I finally realized that I’m as perfect
As I’m ever going to be
Please just love me for me

For now I’ll wait until I’m in the rain
Or hiding in my room
To cry my tears of pain