She loves me...?

She loves me...
she loves me not.
Thats always the case,
change of mind and heart!
Why do I even bother anymore
to chase love and women?
It would be so much better,
if it were women after men.

Alas it isn't...
she still hates me.
I still love her though
I'd step up for her,
never break for her,
defy fate for her.
It isn't enough though..
What must I do for you?

She loves me...
she loves me not.
I am believing not for sure
a pain only she can cure
Will burn eternally in my chest
because she can't accept my best.
I love her madly.
till I die alone sadly.