Run Again

It is a thing
No one wishes to do.
It tears at the heart
And pulls out the soul.
It leaves you crying
And feel like your dying.

To say it again.
To have to be the one to watch.
All you want to do is run.

Never did I want to do it.
Never did I thought of it.
Never wanting
To be the one
To say goodbye to you.

It hurts more than life.
All I want to do is yell.
But my lips stay close
And silent
As I watch
And then I run.

My mind goes away
And my heart bloods.
I had to do it again.
I had to see it again.
I had to let you go this time.
And to say goodbye.

With one last hug
And a lingering glance.
I was off.
And this time...
I was the one running.

~To my B/F. I miss you!! Phinny!! Hope to see you soon!