So Long and Goodbye

No ones pain,
can be compared to mine,
fake smiles and
pretending I'm fine.

But no one knows,
of the pain inside,
always being hurt,
I can no longer abide.

There's so many things,
not anyone can know,
that sometimes I cut,
just wishing to go.

I can't take this life,
that people think is perfect,
but no one know
my real life secret.

No one can see my frowns,
no one can hear my cry,
I have to be happy,
but it hurts to try.

I have no one to talk to,
so no one to confide in,
cutting in my arm,
seems to be my only sin.

So cut my wrists and
black my eyes,
make me choke
to block out my cries.

So now my life is over,
no longer shall I live,
there's no use of me,
there's nothing for me to give.

So long and goodbye,
just go to sleep at night,
and now that I'm gone,
everything will be alright.

**please vote and comment I would really appreciate it...I'm not really into the cutting thing anymore but I used to be real bad...sometimes I still think to do it but I realized there are better ways to release pain or anger.*** thanks

©lisha 2005