Everyday it gets a little bit worse,
I don’t know how much more of this pain I can take,
So for now I’ll but on a smile, a smile that’s really fake.
Will I ever be ok again?
Or will I live with all my deepest fears?
I thought I’d cried all of my tears…
Since I met that boy,
All I’ve done was cry,
Can’t he see how much he makes me wanna’ die
Everyday I try not to remember,
Those hurtful words once lied,
If I had a choice of him saying it I would have rather died.
Now I know I can’t feel the pain
Will it make me stop?
But if I do stop I think I’d pop.
All these things I’ve hidden,
Can’t come out,
But people say that it will make it better if I shout.
So for now as my life gets better,
I’ll force my self to say: The pain I can take,
And I’ll continue with the smile, that’s really fake.
