You don't love me

Why don't you love me,
i just want to fall down and cry,
the life that i see,
just happens to be,
the worst one,
i want to die.

why can't i live,
the life i need,
to get me through the day,
it is quite sad,
to see what i did,
I'm not quite sure what to say.

you no i love you,
so why am i the victim,
if you could see,
what you're doing to me,
you would think it was a sin.

i want to give you,
everything i have,
and save myself from death,
but if i don't,
i definitely won't
have my very last laugh!

*Michelle*