Everything was OK then it all started now it feels like everything is shattering at home at school HIM
why cant i be like all the others? why cant i find someone who says stuff and means it, I'm fed up of being cheated, why cant they just tell me the truth do they think i cant take it, i can! Ive gone through it all before, it hurts but it makes you stronger.
but just once i want to know they want me not someone else
he is so different now what changed what did i do? i always have to do something wrong something dat messes it all up, i really cant do anything right its just rubbish who gives a toss i don't anymore nothings worth the pain the pain that you endure the pain that i endure everyday just being me its not as if i do It on purpose I'm just a bit insecure but what do you expect you don't know half of what Ive been through if you did then maybe you'd understand understand it all until then i go on
living my life how i do
NO-ONE KNOWS
