I'm so cold, you used to be my warm blanket,
But now your the freezing wind that blows over me.
I'm still whatever tool you needed to use at your own expense
Even though this will increase my soul's misery.
I'm trying to breath what i once thought was air,
It turns out it's the left over hatred you left for me here.
I'm freezing inside out,
But your warm in your own comfort of everything that's around.
I've lived through this for months,
It made no difference to me.
But when you had to shut me out for once,
That just covers all the things you've done to me that were mean.
I feel numb again, lonely like before,
But this time it's worse and it hurts much more.
I don't know what i've done to you to make you be colder than who you are,
But i know that you've turned my outer shell hard-
It's made me insecure of myself, of who i am now and used to be,
If i'm ever gonna find someone who'd be true to me...
But it's not like if it were to matter to you-
Just throwing away what you so carelessly used.
Yet i still think of how much you are to me as i'm shattering into pieces of
the ice that you've turned me into.
