Beside Me

Last night I turned over
Touched your pillow
And my only wish
Was for you to be there
Ive wished upon stars
Ive wished on shooting stars
But still yet
You're not here
Don't think you'll ever be
Some nights I'll lay here
In the dark
And cry myself to sleep
Knowing that I'll never know
What it'll be like to
Hold you once again
And feel what Ive felt before
I don't think I'll ever love the same
Or love someone as much
As I loved you
And I don't know if I can trust myself
In getting close to someone again
I still regret some things
And the thought of
You leaving me is bad enough
But some how theres a thought
That there was still
Unsaid Words
That maybe
Might of made a difference
But its to late
And maybe
If they would've been spoken
You'd still be here
Beside me