Tears fall down my eyes,
As the many words flow thru my head,
Many words unsaid,
But still are imprinted within my mind,
Even though i am fully aware most aren't true,
My tears still fall,
Not only for this but for my mistakes,
He was the mistake,
The reason most of my tears are falling,
The fact that he still remains with her is killing me,
No one hears my cries inside,
I look in the mirror and hate who I have become,
This lying and deceptive way of living,
Is tearing me apart,
But then there is the one I threw away for all of this,
Thinking my life alone would be best,
But now its all a mess since hes be gone,
If only I knew what I know now,
I would have never left him,
My heart once again is broken into two,
And I just don't know what to do...
