I stare at it so sharp so shiny it draws you to it
just one quick movement it'll all be over no more pain no more tears nothing it would all go away with just one cut
i look at my arm
at all the failed attempts
this one will be different i tell myself as i slice
i watch the blood trickling out of my body i feel numb i feel nothing until every last drop has fallen
at last I'm free
free of all my demons
at last i am free
